I don't even know where to start. I've had so much shit do lately but it's all for school and i think it's so petty to worry about school work. that's one of the most certain things in life. This paper is due at this point. I love to learn but i hat doing all of this bullshit work.

I since I've been here, I have cahnged. I don't participate in the artistic lifestyle that I had so believed in 2 years ago. I cut myself off from everyone that I don't completely trust, leaving my friends from home and 2 other people.

I have many more thoughts. i will continue later...